Hello my beautiful watchers and fans, for I have missed you ever so much <3
I am glad to OFFICIALLY say... I am back on track now, after the longest journey ever of self realization. Yeah, I still have my bad days where I feel like shit, but I am feeling so much better than I was these past months. I actually have my motivation back to take pictures and I am so relieved. When depression hits hard, motivation hits harder after you pull yourself out from the dark. I would love to share my full story, but it is really long and intense...
Anyway, I have been super busy the past few weeks with weddings. I finally got my wedding photography business on a hot streak and I have a bunch of wedding sessions coming up. By doing weddings, it made me miss my personal work so I am getting back in to it with a whole different perspective than before. Weddings keep me busy and it keeps my mind distracted so I do not go off in to the dark again.... and it also gets me paid (= But it is also reminding me why I started photography in the first place, which is why I am finding motivation to do personal creative work again.
I have found a bunch of cool spots to do my photoshoots and get this: I am moving again... but to a better place and with AWESOME locations for photoshooting. I am going to be right by a HUGE park and awesome forest filled hiking trails. So yeah, once Oct comes.. my deviantart will be flooded with awesome new creative work (=