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Healing and Growth Through Medication

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A longish story (not too long lol) I was emitted to the hospital for attempting suicide. I was put in urgent emergency care and I do not remember a whole lot. All i remember is having the doctors by my side the whole night giving me treatment and getting through to me. I have been on many medications, and medication itself is a journey. You have to try a bunch and see which one works best for you and it takes a while to adjust to them. However, when you find the right one for you, it can really help you. I was being treated for depression when I also have bipolar. I was in mania/ manic when I tried to end my life, hence why I cannot remember a whole lot. but this picture, is highly personal to me. Please remember, it is not weak to get help, it is weak to not get help. It is weak to allow depression to suck you in until your entire soul is completely drained. You have to fight this fight. You have to win. please learn from me and what I went through. I waited to long, I allowed depression to fuck with me. I allowed it to take over me to the point where it was almost too late. Please, use the free help provided, use anything you possibly can and welcome it all with open arms. You will hate it, you will hate everyone in your life. But you have to understand it comes down to you wanting to kill yourself and the people around you not wanting you to take your life so early. You have to accept them, you HAVE to submit. Call the help lines, do anything you possibly can. It is not worth it, being drained and feeling like shit all the time. I am like you, I am depressed, I am severely sick just like you. I didn't want help, I ran from the hospital and the police had to take me in. The people around you will do everything they can even if they have to force it upon you. Please, do not have to go that far.......
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NIKON CORPORATION
Model
NIKON D7000
Shutter Speed
1/2000 second
Aperture
F/2.0
Focal Length
135 mm
ISO Speed
125
Date Taken
Apr 13, 2015, 2:22:37 PM
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CherishKay's avatar
Thank you for sharing your story, I have been there too and this picture is so profound! expresses so much!